Sunday, January 17, 2010

back to routine

first night back at school.
I was excited at first but then I realized I miss home. I miss my bed. I miss my room. I miss my family.
I miss talking to my best friend on skype for hours. :(
blah.
Change.
I guess it's time to be productive again.
No classes tomorrow though, we have a day off for MLK. First day is Tuesday, when I have day 1 of my 5 hour biochem lab. ughhhh death.
It will be ok though.
I don't know why I am feeling down. I definitely was excited to see all my friends again, I missed everyone.
Meh. I don't know. I'm prob just being emotional if you get what I mean.
As much as I said I was bored, I actually had a good break.
Friday night I ended up going to the club with Diana.
We went to this place about 40 min away.
It was fun, and veryyyyyyyy interesting to say the least.
Last night I went to a hockey game with my brother. It was great! We had fun and we won!! Yes.
I really like hanging out with my little brother. We get along so well.
In addition I feel bad for him because he gets bullied at school. It's ridiculous.
His supposed "friends" call him names and make his life a living hell.
It's so bad that he wants to switch schools. I felt so bad and I know exactly how he feels because that happened to me before too.
Poor kid, I don't know what to do. He told my parents about it a few months ago and hasn't mentioned it again, so they figured it was over. But a little chit chat in the car with him revealed that that was not the case.
Oh, and 2 of his friends added me on facebook, just to get my brother mad. I accepted one of them, and then I quickly removed him from my friends once I heard what he was doing to my brother. And I ignored the other friend request.
I was really tempted to send these little jerks a message on facebook regarding what they think is funny. "You better cut the shit and leave my brother alone or you'll regret the day you started to tease him" was what I wanted to send. But then that would just cause problems...you told your sister to help you? what a baby. and also, it sounds kind of threatening. so...yea. not gonna send it.
I have no idea what to do to help him, and neither do my parents. If you tell the teachers, they will all just get in trouble and just be mad at him. It will only make things worse, but there's no other way to make things better.
Any advice? What would you do?

I am hoping to get to bed before 2 am tonight. I will head to bed after this post. It's a record!! Get up early tomorrow, get some breakfast (having to walk down the hill in the cold to eat...not my fav).
I'm also going to start my healthy routine. Going to hit the gym tomorrow afternoon, maybe go to one of the exercise classes if I can. And I'm going to try to eat healthier. I am determined to lose 10 pounds!!!!! There, I said it. I'm going to make it happen.
Today for dinner I had a salad. success!
On another note, I really wish I had an apartment.
I went to a housewarming party for one of my friends that just moved to an offcampus apartment, its so cute! The bed rooms are huge.
I want that feeling of home, rather than a small dorm room.
Oh well, next year for sure.
Sweet dreams. Goodnight.

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