no motivation....

Ugh. I have absolutely no motivation to get things done. I have to study for the GREs that im taking on Wednesday...and I have to start Grad School apps...AHHHHHHH.
This weekend was pretty epic. I went out Friday Night to celebrate my friend's birthday and lets just say I had too much fun. Saturday I went out again with a different group, and I got into a little fight with one of my friends because she got bored and wanted to leave. But I ended up staying at the bar later and going to the diner with my friends.
And yesterday I went to Amherst to visit my friends, they were having a barbeque and everyone was there, it was good to finally see everyone again. I am planning on going again this Friday so I can go see my professor to ask for recommendations and to go out with my friends and see others I didnt get to see.
BLAH is how I'm feeling right now. I know this will pass, but I just need to finish my apps, I need to be done with the GREs and I need to be in England. I am feeling down because everyone is back at school and here I am at home still. Not saying that I want to be studying and doing homework just yet (which I'm technically doing if you think about it), but I don't want people to hang out and forget about me :(
Sigh Sigh Sigh.
It was weird being in Amherst last night and not having any permanent space to stay. Really weird. I got back from a party and I was going to say, ok I'm going back to my room, but I couldn't, because I didn't have my own room anymore. I had to crash on a friend's couch.
Waaaaah.
Oh well, Just 19 more days and I will be in europe having fun. Just need to control myself for now.